Still awake watching House of Fury on Star Movies now. I really always get addicted to doing such retarded things in the night and end up not getting enough sleep. -.- Oh wells.

Commercial break now. So I went to GV's website to check out what movies are showing now. I remembered Sabby mentioning that The Blind Side was a good movie, so I went to read the synopsis. It's a true story based on the life of a football star, how his life changed after a big hearted lady took him in and treated him as part of her family.

Don't ask me whyyyyy, but everytime after I read/hear/see such inspiring stories, I always think to myself, "WHY AM I NOT LIKE THAT!" ahahahhahaa.

In fact, I'm prolly the opposite of these people :(( Selfish, self-absorbed, self-centered, grumpy, whiny, unreasonable, quick and bad tempered, blah blah blah.

I want to be kind, big-hearted, soft spoken, good-natured, generous, easy going, never ever get angry those kind of girls too! They're more lovable. and people will tend to want to be nice to them and protect them cos they're so erm.. fragile? For lack of a better word. Okay, I dont want to be fragile tho. I want to be all of the above, but when some fucker tries to be funny, I'll kick his lily ass man. :)))

Actually I think over the years, I've mellowed down quite a lot since secondary school days, but it kinda still seems like I'm impossible to control. hahaha. BIG SIGH.

One thing I've been trying to curb is my temper actually. But its damn hard to just sua and not get angry everytime I get pissed off. You know what I mean? These inspiring girls will just shrug the entire matter off and continue whatever they were doing as usual, and then it's a happy ending for everyone. BAH. I guess I just can't get past myself. Pui. Maybe that's why I never have happy endings. :(( I need to learn how to be self suffering like xiao niang re. ahahhahaha. fat hope lor.

How come there are such girls around ah? I don't understand le. Super spoil market lor. hahahhaa. Some girls realllly have zero temper, plus super duper nice to everyone around kind leh. I mean, I don't actually know of a person like that, but I'm guessing there must be such people around right? hahaahha.

Plus, such inspiring girls will never say things like 'fuck you' or 'nabei'. Ahahahhaha. What a time to be emo. 3.46am. Okay la, I'm not really emo now, but the things I'm typing out seems a bit emo-ish right? Heh. Yawns.

Well kids, you can tame a leopard, but you can never expect a leopard to change its spots. =) Cheem right... ahahaha.










Thank goodness, I'm just a little lamb. :))))))