Tonight I've been termed 'complicated'.

Got me inspired on this post.

I AM complicated.
I know what I want and yet I don't know what I want.
I tend to overthink stuff but these thoughts only stay within my head.

So if you think you know what I'm thinking, think again.
There are many times when my actions don't coincide with what I'm
feeling and what I'm thinking of.

In fact, I can be doing one thing, feeling another and thinking of sth
else. That's complicated huh? Haha.

To complicate matters, sometimes I mean what I say literally and other
times, I mean the opposite of what I say. I don't expect anyone to
know when I'm feeling which but yet I kinda do have some sorta
expectations for that. To make matters worse, the way I say certain
things sometimes may seem like I'm not serious when I actually do mean
what I say.

In fact, I don't think I ever appear serious even during times when
I'm saying sth serious. Unless i'm angry.

On a completely random and irrelevant note, my memory is superb for
useless things. Things that nobody expects me to remember, I remember.
And I will remember for life. Esp promises. So never promise me
anything, even if you think I'm jesting, cos I will remember all these
for life and if you never fulfil them, I actually do make a mental
note of the empty promises.

Then again, if I'm really jesting, then I expect you to promise me in
jest too. but the question is when Im jesting and when I'm serious
right. That is a question even I cannot answer myself.

So yes, I'm an unpredictable time bomb who is too complicated to
diffuse just by deciding whether to cut the red wire or the blue wire.

I don't know why I function this way (I might really be a little
psycho). O.o

Aren't all girls like that? Or is it just me?

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