Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Got my SIM card from M1 today. Heng I didn't sell my old iPhone. Little blessing in disguise. At least that's one good thing to be thankful for.

Of cos not forgetting my awesome friends. Those who drop me msgs here and there to ask if I'm ok, ask me to cheer up, give me love... Thankssssss :) really needed those. I'm surviving. I will survive. I'm a strong girl.

Kellyn
Val
Wei
Peenie
Dodo
Wendy
Mars
Sabby
Baober
Meiyan
Foo pj
Jo
+ anonymous comments
:)))

Had lengthy discussions with a few friends over what happened. There are conclusions but they're not concrete. Even I debate myself in my own head. Do you guys do that too? Or am I going mad? But I've been doing that for quite sometime alr. Hurhur.

So many important unspoken words that will forever remain buried... Because of pride, because of anger, because of fear, because of whatever excuses humans can come up with.

It's amazing how different thoughts from the heart and words from the mouth can be. I really need to learn to curb my anger and hold my tongue.

But I guess what I really need is someone who knows what I'm thinking of without me saying anything, someone who is ready to stand up for me cos he understands me inside out when others don't understand, someone who earns my trust and trusts in me too, someone who got my back for me and believes I got his too.

Then again, who doesn't need such a someone? Oh wells. Such is life. You never get what you want.

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